I have been away from the Fool site for one week and I can feel the compulsion fading. The knot in my stomach is going away and I feel that I am more focused and happy.
The more removed from it all I get the more outrageous their actions seem to be. It is just wrong to be cruel for no reason. To make someone feel like nothing. No person of quality would be comfortable doing that. And the bitterness was beginning to overwhelm me to the point where I felt like lashing out.
That is not who I am and I never want to turn into that person.
Now, looking forward. I might be meeting someone tomorrow that will make me very excited and happy to be dating. I don't want to mess it up by saying anymore.
