It's now 2006. Soon I will be turning 36 and continuing this adventure that is my life. Let's take a minute to review.
Life is good. I like a certain Richard, a man I will never have and need to get over. My home is wonderful and my business is doing well. I love my puppy and my friends. I will continue to work on the relationship with my sister and will try to spend more time with my family in general.
Looking forward I would like to see myself lose the weight I am carrying. I think it will do wonders for my self esteem. Kelly and I will get back to running tomorrow and I am going back on weight watchers today.
Dating has been more interesting lately. I have been meeting men who are closer to the type I can actually see myself with. It is still hard for me to meet men who only see me as a sexual encounter don't think they really get how bad it makes me feel to be told that I am not "relationship material". Even though I can't have children, doesn't mean I don't eventually want a family of my own. I just prefer to not think about every man I meet as a potential father of my children until I have determined if he is a potential mate for me. It's funny how often men go the other way around. Men who wouldn't think of looking for a girlfriend seem to hit this wall and suddenly they won't talk to a woman they can't marry and have little clones with.
Oh well. I am strong and doing well and maybe, just maybe, someone else will see that and love me, even though I am mildly crazy, sometimes difficult and very independent.
