Sunday, August 22, 2004

This is your brain on CISSP...

Just got out of my CISSP exam. I studied for it all day yesterday and took a two week boot camp to prepare. Not sure if I passed or not. Right now I just feel tired. Tomorrow I will start to feel anxious about the results, which I probably won't see for a couple of weeks.

If I pass, my reward will be waiting for me in Niagara Falls.


Friday, August 06, 2004


Getting wet at the dog park.  Posted by Hello

Bailey and Mila... buddies forever. Posted by Hello

Such a good girl!!!

Well, it is friday and I made it. I did two meetings this week that both went very well. Everything is going according to schedule and my clients love me. Les is awsome and I am so glad I have him on my team. Now I just need to get him some help.

I did need to sedate myself for one of the meetings due to panic, but I actually talked to my client about the fact that I was having the attacks and he was so incredibly supportive. I love working with him and hope that I can always work with him, even if I leave Breakwater in the future. Not that I see any reason to do that for quite a while. I am very happy with my job even though it does stress me out sometimes.

Life is looking pretty good going into the weekend.

Monday, August 02, 2004

Under Pressure

Back at work and I have so many things that I have to do that I am losing my mind a little. I keep getting started and then feeling overwhelmed and I stall. I need a pep talk and I need to hire one or two more folks to work with me out here so I can focusing on managing things.

I'm going to have a conference call with the owner of the company tomorrow to discuss the federal division and some of the problems that I see. I hope it goes well. I have to get the idea out of my head that my job is in danger when there is nothing to worry about. Deep breaths.

Online dating is a strange thing. I am currently corresponding with a man who is very intelligent, successful and funny. He also has beautiful blue eyes. So far I like everything that I know about him. But we have never met and I am trying not to get my hopes up that I will really like him because it has been way too long since I have really liked anyone. Kelly says I am due to meet a nice guy. I hope she is right.