Friday, July 30, 2004

It has been a very busy week. I am in a boot camp training class for my CISSP. The material isn't all that hard, but there is so much to know. I am scheduled to take the test on the 22nd and I hope that I pass. I am very pleased to be getting to know my instructor. His name is Eric Cole and has been in security for his entire professional life. He is very impressive and I am hoping that I can possibly use him as a mentor.

I forgot to mention that I got my breast reduction surgery two months ago last tuesday. I am very happy and healing well. I feel so much better about the way I look and I feel like I have gained a new sense of confidence.

Work is the same as always. Part of me is stressed that I am going to lose my job and the other part thinks that they can't do it without me. I get so much positive feedback from my bosses, but I guess there is just a part of me that thinks there must be something else going on. I am going to have a conference call with the owner of the company next week to discuss some of the issues going on out here and to make sure he knows that I am not still having panic attacks.

I have been trying to go out on a few dates, but still haven't found Mr. Right. I will keep my fingers crossed.

Friday, July 23, 2004


My little angel... Posted by Hello
Kelly's site rocks!!!

http://www.graphicintent.com/

She is the coolest person I have ever known and I am so happy we met.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Blonde Star

http://www.h1hummer.com/uploads/Blondestar2004.mp3

I thought this was soooo funny!!
Ok.  Time for an update.

Bailey is awesome and she and I have become very good friends with a wonderful girl named Kelly who also has a wonderful dog named Mila.  Mila and Bailey love each other and are so funny to watch together, though I think at times Mila gets more then a little tired of Bailey always hanging from her neck.

No real news on the dating front.  I have gone out with a few men, but they all pretty much sucked.  So I am back to being single again, which is just as well.

I am back on my panic meds.  I had some trouble attending a couple of meetings and I decided it was time to try to get help again.  Turns out that I am more likely suffering from a social phobia, rather then a panic disorder.  Hopefully that is more easily corrected.

The job is as it has always been.  Sometimes stressful, other times boring.  My finances are shaping up and I have purchased my first home.  All in all, life is going very well and I feel happy.  Now I just need to find someone to share it all with.